The process accelerates. Lady J becomes Presence in all your 
thoughts and deeds. She was there as you ordered the CB2000 and cock ring 
exactly as She directed. The Lady was in your heart and head as you 
wrote to report the joy of Her Power over you. She is there in the form of horniness that dramatically 
affects you. your swollen cock seems larger and full of cum or it may just 
be there you see it as She owns it now. Shaved to Her standards. 
Tormented so sweetly at the hands of the Lady. you also see it and ponder 
its fate. CB2000 for how long? Her question of piercing share the sub 
in you as it needs to be scared.
 There is fear in you. Fear that is so necessary for the slave. 
Sweet fear of the unknown. Not knowing when or if you will orgasm. Not 
knowing how She plans to use you but fully accepting Her right to do 
what She pleases. She pushes you already and shows She is a Force to be 
worship and served. The two of you are much different now than when 
you first contracted. She is much more confident in Her Dominance and 
you much more confident in Your submission. Both of you are better at 
what you are. It seems so beautiful that She is your equal. In life, 
She succeeds. In spirit, She grows. In family, She loves. In self, She 
has pride. She is much like you in things like that as well as 
intelligence and heart. This equality enhances the Power Exchange. For it 
sweetens your submission to Her. you sense it sweetens Her Dominance for 
Her as She rules more and more.
 Thoughts of the journey that brought both of you back together 
filled your thoughts this day on your hour of Power. you felt those feelings again this week many times thanks to 
Lady J. you felt it when you ordered the CB2000. you felt it then in a 
big way. For you knew it was not something you would do. Shaven is one 
thing. Caged and locked for extended periods is something else. It is 
a tangible thing you carry when and if She directs for as long as She 
will direct. The sign will be there wherever you go. Work, the sub 
has Her cock locked and sealed. All places. All times. you are Hers. 
you also sense that The Owner looks forward to seeing this chastity device 
and smiling as She senses your much needed helplessness. It scares the 
hell of you. As did the sound of Lady J's single tail while you worked 
the other night. you ran inside of yourself when She asked if 
Someone had single tailed you. That is not what you heard. you heard a 
Dominant who likes single tails ask, "Have you been single tailed YET?" 
Control shifted immediately as She asked. It shifted even more as She 
questioned of, and the adjective is what had you hold back once again, 
"Permanent" piercing. you are losing control and moving fast just as 
you need to. It is scary and has you quivering with joy as well as 
fear.
 The Lady is indeed much more Powerful. my God, you are afraid. 
my God, you are overjoyed. you asked for it and it is here. Be brave. 
But know that things have shifted quickly and will shift even quicker. 
you live it now thanks to Her. Offer and Devote to Her. Earn it. 
Every moment.