I went to my first Play Par= ty last night and it was like going home really.

I made my way to Lady J. I = felt awkward, not really knowing how to greet her properly. My Lady smiled at me= and said “Hello” and I returned the greeting. I handed her the gift= I had gotten her, a small reddish treasure chest of sorts. She seemed appreciative and this pleased me greatly. I knew I wanted to please her so = very much.

My Lady and I spoke a littl= e and I sat next to her. She had her toy bag and told me to look through it with a smile on her face. I unzipped the first pocket and started perusing. There = were some wrist restraint, ankle restraints, a leash double= r, as well as some medical looking clamps with rubber tips. Through out the rest of the bag My Lady had clover clamps, clothes pens, assorted floggers, electrical play equipment, her Taze= r, gag, blind fold, and urethral probes.

It was like some strange ho= liday package and I was patient yet giddy to be looking at all these implements of sensations. Though the electrical play and urethral probes worried me greatly I knew with her guidance I would at least be able to sam= ple them in the future.

I asked if she would like t= o see our toy bag and, of course, she did. I went and got the bag and brought it = back for My Lady so she could have a look at all the toys that had mostly taunte= d me at this point. She loved the “Audio Flail” as I had named it and told her how I had asked my friend Raven to make me one with red tips. My L= ady seemed pleased at this as her favorite color seems to be red.

I let her try some of our toys on m= e and I was so very willing to let her. Perhaps that was about the most difficult thing as it was only testing so it lasted only a short while. I wanted so b= adly to take off my clothes and give my body up to her. For the rest of the even= ing we chatted about this and that or I asked questions about what I saw around= me. And all the while the stirring in me grew, wanting so badly to be played on= .

I went home and played and = I mused over the evenings events with her of how titillated I had become and how mu= ch the whole world seemed more comfortable and bigger due to this journey I was now embarking on.

All my little secretes from= the bathroom all those years alone seemed silly as I should have opened the doo= r so long ago. But that’s ok. It’s open and now I can enjoy it even = more that I have found My Lady to train me and I seemed to be able to play more openly as well. It is so very wonderful. So very exciti= ng. Thank you Lady for the honor to be trained by you.